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one pill is going less

Published by: Ricardo

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Well, how are we doing ?, the truth is that I much better, and that is that as I already told you the other day instead of medication I have been a week with a pill less in my body, yes, a week with a less pill and I still have not done any madness or anything happened to me, and I who thought I was going to die, you see. I feel much better in my mood and I'm already going out with friends every day, my head still doesn't stop but well that's normal, it's always going to be a thousand an hour, that's something I'm almost used to at all, the truth is that I am more nervous than normal, I don't know what pill they have taken from me but I have really noticed it in my mood, especially in my nerves and restlessness. And the case is that I would love to be able to tell you that the pill has been taken from me, but I have no idea, as it turns out that my last suicide attempt was taking all the pills that I had at home, I clarify that then I lived alone, now my controls control me older sister than [There is more to read, click here ...]
Marital problems

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Well, as I told you the other day instead of medication, on Saturday I met another new girl, but I think I made a big mistake, since I gave her my phone number the first day we met, yes, for me it was a serious error, since since Sunday he does not stop sending me messages by Waptshapp to see when we meet, when we are going to see each other again, that if I eat, that if I miss her, that she much …… As a rule I have internally established not to give my number to any person at least until we have met at least a week or two, whether we have made love or not, that is independent, in this case we did but I do not know why I gave my number, I think I am under defenses, it was a huge mistake, now I am against the sword and the wall, obviously I will not leave it unanswered, it would be an impudence on my part, since I give them as a gentleman, it is something I can not do. The issue is that I like the girl, but of course, I have other things in mind right now, and other people [There is more to read, click here ...]
medication change

Published by: Ricardo

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Well, we are here again, today I have fresh news about my treatment and its current effect on my state of depression, the case is more or less as it was a few days ago, I am still depressed but somewhat better, at least more active, already I go out to the street, the other day I had coffee with my angel and on Saturday I went out to drink some beers without alcohol to the green dog, where by the way I met a new girl. The issue is that on Friday I was in the psychiatrist and I moved the medication in a similar way, despite being in a depressed state, as she told me, this is the time of depressions and therefore it concerns him, I have already thought about continuing to reduce medication despite all my current status. Anyway, in nine days my sister will have to remove a pill from the ones I am now taking, in eighteen days she will have to remove another pill from the ones I am currently taking and in another nine days she will have to put a new anti-depressant pill to see if it helps me out of my current state of depression. The problem [There is more to read, click here ...]
Changes are coming

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Well as you can see the blog is undergoing some changes, in principle I started by putting it in two languages, English and Spanish, that is why I have some British and United States visits and I thought it would be appropriate to put the site in your native language so that they could appreciate it a little better, although the translations come literally from Google Traslate, so I imagine they will not be very good at all, the truth is that my English is too rusty to translate them myself. Then I opted to put a little publicity, that is because there is no month that I do not have days left over, so I told myself, well, to see if with the publicity I get an extra, even for tobacco, I know that it is a bit Intrusive, but hey, it doesn't bother so much and it is not mandatory to click so reading the articles is still easy and simple as it was before the advertising arrived. Now, since I have free time, I have decided to give it a new and simpler design, I had tired of the other color and I have thought about giving it a more sober touch, as more serious, or at least that I have tried [There is more to read, click here ...]
A new depression

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For those of us who live in constant contact with depression it is impossible for us to reach a state of mood or complete happiness, for example, right now I am in the process of depression again, I notice it because I am again without wanting to leave, Without wanting to do anything, wanting to be lonely, in a bad mood, with my sharpest oddities, I have plenty left over, I don't want to talk, I don't want to hear, I notice that I'm sinking back into the well, as it happened to me A few months ago, it is something I have to live with, the professionals have already told me that what I have is for a lifetime and that I will suffer in one way or another throughout it. This past week I went to the emergency psychiatrist because I was beginning to notice, the symptoms I mean, and I refused to go back to another month locked, I also have a lot to do and I can not afford to be in bed as if nothing, the medication that I have been carrying for a long time has gone up a bit and I added a new antidepressant pill to see if we can make it fall this time [There is more to read, click here ...]